Poem: Parading

Parading
for Mireyda

You asked me about my writing
the first time I met you. It was the third week
at my new job in our writing program.
We talked about Xicanismo and we
talked about our parents and tíos and tías
and we talked about coming to
identity. I told you I wasn’t writing
literary essays right now, maybe
I never would again. You said to me,
simply, that if I hit a productive period
I would be welcome anytime to share
my work with you and the other
Chicanx kids. Your offer meant more to me—
a White-passing Chicano with a White father’s
surname and a Mexican mother who learned
to forget her Spanish before I was born— than I
can ever express. I feel so grateful
to have known, even for a short time,
such a generous and warm person as you.
Rest in power, my friend, Xicana seester.
I will see you parading down Blackstone
Avenue and I will talk back yeah
with hand claps, yeah hand claps for you.

Cary Park water temporarily stopped, but now continues to flow

As of today, the broken sprinkler head on the SE corner of Cary Park continues to release water steadily into the gutter. It has been one week since I first noticed it, and it has been 5 days since the leak was reported to the city.

As of today, the broken sprinkler head on the SE corner of Cary Park continues to release water steadily into the gutter. It has been one week since I first noticed it, and it has been 5 days since the leak was reported to the city.

This past Friday, as I left the house, I spotted two white City of Fresno trucks in Cary Park. Repairmen were looking at the sprinkler heads, two days after my initial blog post about the daily watering of Augusta Street. When I came back in the afternoon, the busted sprinkler head at the SE corner of the park, which had been quietly releasing water into the street since at least the start of the week, looked like it had been dug up and presumably repaired. At a glance, the curb looked dry. I then posted a tweet saying that the city appeared to have fixed and adjusted the sprinklers. I felt happy and relieved. The city said it would fix the problem and it looked like they did.

But then I noticed on Saturday that a bigger plume of water had formed in the gutter alongside Holland School. On Sunday, I walked over to check it out and I was heartbroken to trace the source: The same busted city sprinkler head at the edge of Cary Park was again flowing. And it’s still flowing today. I’m not a landscape guy, so I’m not sure how these kinds of repairs work, but it seems like this water leak must be coming from somewhere deeper than the sprinkler head at the surface. I’m not sure when the city plans to come back. I hope it can be fixed soon, so I can get back to focusing on not-watering my own (mostly brown) yard!

Local journalist Joe Moore and the news team at Valley Public Radio have invited me to come on their Valley Edition program on Tuesday to talk about “drought shaming” and my blog posts from last week. Also appearing will be city spokesperson Mark Standriff, as well as someone from the state water board. I’m looking forward to seeing how the conversation develops. The show airs live on FM 89 from 9 to 10 a.m., and the re-broadcast airs from 7 to 8 p.m. I think our segment is scheduled second, and it’ll run for about 15 minutes or so.

In the comments section of my second blog post last week, Mr. Standriff invited me to ask more questions about the city’s water plans. He pointed to 10 “water conservation representatives” that the city apparently has on hand to respond to residents. Among other things, I’d like to know more about what exactly those folks do. (The Fresno Bee less flatteringly called those 10 city employees “water cops” in their Sunday cover story on the drought.) If the VPR segment runs short, I’ll post more questions here so that Mr. Standriff and the city can respond in full and so that others can chime in too.

City pauses overwatering, blames the homeless

So first, the good news.

After I wrote a blog post yesterday calling out the City of Fresno for its daily watering of Augusta Street alongside Cary Park, a wide range of friends and strangers on Facebook, Twitter, and in local media responded by sharing, retweeting, and engaging with the story. This morning, as I made my morning walk, the sprinklers were off for the first time this week and the city’s overwatering of Cary Park was paused–for now.

Now, the bad news.

As my new video above shows, there’s still a busted City of Fresno sprinkler head on the SE corner of Cary Park, where the water has been leaking into the street 24/7 for at least four days. The broken sprinkler head is on the edge of the park where people with cars–including city vehicles–often drive over the curb and onto the park’s grass. Local journalist Mariana Jacob and a news crew from ABC30 captured the quiet gusher in action yesterday as well, as part of their story on the challenges of water wasting that both the city and others are facing. It aired last night on ABC30’s 11 o’clock news.

Here’s what upsets me about the city’s response. In the ABC30 story, the city’s public works director, Scott Mozier, blames the homeless for the broken sprinkler head, rather than accepting responsibility himself. He says: “People [are] vandalizing and breaking into boxes to be able to get water out of the system, and sometimes that’s damaging the irrigation system.”

The homeless? Really, Mr. Mozier? Yes, the city’s public relations strategy for owning up to its own water wasting and lack of oversight and prompt fixes to public parks seems to be to blame the homeless, some of the most vulnerable people in our city, a group that our mayor and city manager saw fit to flush from downtown in a series of removals the past two years. A friend of mine on Facebook yesterday commented that he’d heard from neighbors near Einstein Park that sometimes the city would run the sprinklers in that park all night in order to keep the homeless from sleeping there. I thought that might have just been a rumor, but perhaps giving the city the benefit of the doubt on having such a strategy would be too kind.

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So, let me be clear.

First: Dear city, please come and fix this gushing sprinkler head in Cary Park. Mr. Mozier told ABC30 that when fixes are reported, “We will be jumping on that. If there’s a repair that needs to be made, we’ll make it happen.” How about today?

Second: Dear city, own your mistakes and stop blaming others. If the city’s high-paid communications director, Mark Standriff, is asking local journalists (like VPR’s Ezra Romero, in the above photo’s Twitter exchange) to give the city a chance to have its voice heard, it better be ready to point the finger at itself when necessary.

Finally, as the city prepares to move us to “Stage 2” watering restrictions on Aug. 1, which will include fines for violators who run water unchecked into the street, I ask this question: Is the city prepared to fine itself the state-mandated $500 per day for mistakes like this broken sprinkler head in Cary Park, as it seems poised to fine residents?

The city says to call 559 621-5300 to report problems you see with the city’s water wasting in parks and medians. I say, take them up on it.

The daily watering of Augusta Street

Local news outlets reported Tuesday that the City of Fresno would be implementing “Stage 2” water restrictions beginning Aug. 1, in response to our state’s historic drought. That means that not only will the city be limiting residents to outdoor watering only two days per week, but that the city would also be stepping up its monitoring and fines for violators.

The move to fewer watering days seems long overdue to me. But I have mixed feelings about the move to more monitoring and fines when the City of Fresno itself continues its wasteful watering all over town. Case in point: the daily watering of my block of Augusta Street, next to the thick, green grass surrounding the baseball diamonds at Cary Park behind Fashion Fair Mall.

I’ve been taking my morning walk at 5 a.m. every weekday this summer, and the city has faithfully been watering both the park and a big stretch of Augusta Street every weekday as well. Let’s ignore for a moment that the current water restrictions on residents limits them to three days per week and that the city breaks its own rules by watering every weekday from 5:15 until 6 a.m. Let’s focus instead on the persistent lack of lawn trimming around the sprinkler heads, to prevent puddling. Let’s focus on the misdirected streams of water that spray halfway into the street each and every day and that blanket the full street from curb to curb with sprays on days like today when there’s just a bit of a breeze. And let’s focus on the multiple pools of standing water throughout the park caused by daily overwatering, creating ideal conditions for Little Leaguers and walkers to sink into the mud, twist their ankles, and fear mosquitos. (Hello, paging vector control!)

Although “drought shaming” seems to be growing in popularity in California — TV stations all over the state and even The New York Times have widely reported on the trend — I’m not at all interested in spying on my neighbors. One of my neighbors, in fact, saw me making photos of the city’s wasteful watering this morning and felt the urge, without prompting, to defend his own watering habits for his putting-green perfect lawn. His water guilt is his own. But what I am most interested in is some basic accountability from our fair city.

Mayor Swearengin, City Manager Rudd, and all the parks employees out there: When are you going to follow your own rules? Please stop watering Augusta Street every day, and please stop overwatering Cary Park.

UPDATE: The city tweeted at me the following reply this morning, a couple hours after my post went up. Let’s hope their parks people follow up as quickly as their social media people do!
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Rewind 2013: 10 Good Things That Happened To Me

Inspired by a year-end list made by my friend, colleague, and former student Olga Verkhotina, I decided to sit down and reflect on at least 10 good things that happened to me this past year.

My wife and me in Pixley, on the art bus tour.

My wife and me in Pixley, on the art bus tour.

1. Sharing my 100 Days, 100 Portraits project
In the 100 days from Feb. 24 to June 2, I managed to make and post 100 portraits to my Instagram feed, a daily feat of artistic self-discipline that I still in many ways cannot believe I accomplished. Friends, family, and strangers alike embraced the project, and I felt lucky to present the portraits in three very different venues to three very different audiences: on a Central Valley art bus tour that ranged from Fowler to Pixley and back, in a statewide art festival at a big-city gallery in the heart of San Francisco, and inside a Tower District co-work space designed for Fresno creatives. The whole experience still seems surreal to me, and I’m thankful for the kind responses.

At KQED's Central Valley Bureau production desk.

At KQED’s Central Valley Bureau production desk.

2. Contributing research and field work for KQED
I didn’t produce as much freelance journalism work in 2013 as I had the previous two years, but I learned to be okay with that. The journalistic highlight of my year came in the summer, working with friend and colleague Sasha Khokha of KQED Public Radio. I traveled to Huron, Avenal, and Hanford to contribute field recordings for Sasha’s important radio stories about Rape in the Fields, part of an extensive Frontline multimedia series that documented sexual assault against female farmworkers. And I logged nearly 50 hours as one of two field researchers for the Hunger in the Valley of Plenty project, a Center for Investigative Reporting documentary series on food insecurity in the Central Valley. I learned a lot.

With Carina, Alex, and Matt on the set of NBC 24.

With Carina, Alex, and Matt on the set of NBC 24.

3. Re-joining the Board of Directors at Fresno Filmworks
I’ve been a fan of Filmworks since its inception in 2002, and I’ve been involved with the cultural arts organization in some form since 2007. I decided to re-join the board in December 2012, and I served as Communication Director through July 2013. I then became President in August 2013, through the present. While working with sponsors, donors, and our audience members this past year, I’ve met so many interesting and unusual people that I would never have otherwise met. And on the marketing end, I’ve been plopped down on the other side of the newspaper notebook, TV camera, and radio microphone, now becoming the subject being interviewed by my broadcast journalist friends and colleagues. Representing Filmworks feels like a monthly whirlwind, and it has made me a much stronger media professional, teacher, and communicator in so many ways.

With 2013 Filmworks interns Andrew, Olga, and Colby.

With 2013 Filmworks interns Andrew, Olga, and Colby.

4. Working as a mentor to Filmworks marketing interns
One of my favorite parts of teaching is one-on-one mentoring, something I haven’t had much chance to do in recent years as an adjunct community college instructor with a heavy teaching load. So this past year, I made my own opportunity: At Filmworks, we created a Media Relations and Communication Intern position, with me as the supervisor. The interns have all served as hands-on content producers, creative consultants, and event staff. I got a chance to work with three young media professionals who are all really going places: Olga Verkhotina, Andrew Veihmeyer, and Colby Tibbet. It took a ton of time and energy to meet with them each week, give them feedback on their work, and generally design a worthwhile internship experience for them. But every minute was worth it to me.

Kathleen Hanna in a Sadie Benning music video, on the big screen in Intro to Film Studies.

Kathleen Hanna in a Sadie Benning music video, on the big screen in Intro to Film Studies.

5. Teaching film studies classes
Through my connection with friend, teaching mentor, and fellow Filmworks board member John Moses, I got an amazing opportunity to teach film studies classes at Fresno City College this past year. I taught intro to film in the spring, and I taught cinema history 1960-present in the fall. The whole experience was a real crash course for me in visual literacy and film theory, not to mention learning about, understanding, and applying international film history and national cinema movements. Some of my favorite film discoveries and re-discoveries of the year included: Federico Fellini’s “8 1/2,” Maya Deren’s “Meshes of the Afternoon,” Spike Lee’s “Do the Right Thing,” Guillermo del Toro’s “Pan’s Labyrinth,” and Sally Potter’s “Orlando.” I fell a bit behind catching new movies over the course of the year, because I was so busy studying old movies! Watching movies sure makes for tough homework assignments (wink wink, nudge nudge).

The newly restored Old Administration Building at FCC.

The newly restored Old Administration Building at FCC.

6. Getting settled as an adjunct instructor at Fresno City College
Fresno State parted ways with me in 2009, after I taught journalism and advised student media there since 2002, and ever since I have bounced around quite a bit on the community college adjunct circuit. The semester-to-semester work uncertainty, especially during the recession, has been one of the most difficult parts of my working life, as I’ve taught multiple subjects and classes at multiple campuses now for five full years. But 2013 seemed to yield a semi-regular assignment for me just five minutes away from my house, all at Fresno City College: one journalism class, one film studies class, and one English composition class. I was assigned the maximum 10 units each semester– the most units a community college adjunct can accept in one district– and even though I was teaching three different classes in three different disciplines, I was still teaching a lot of the same types of material: media literacy, critical thinking, and writing. The volume is never easy; serving about 100 students in the three classes always proves challenging. But knock on wood, it feels like I’ve found a decent spot for now.

My Journ 1 classroom teaching desk in OAB 127.

My Journ 1 classroom teaching desk in OAB 127.

7. Assigning my Journ 1 students an oral history project
The Spring 2014 semester will mark the 10th semester in a row that I’ve taught one section of the Journ 1 intro to mass communication class. Of course, the materials change about every other semester due to the rapid changes in media. But in 2013, I made a big upgrade of my major assignments, inspired by my friend and colleague Susan Currie Sivek, who used to teach journalism at Fresno State but now teaches at Linfield College near Portland, Ore. The big assignment in the class is now an oral history project, where I have the students interview someone 65+ about their media experiences over the course of their lives. Students then produce a 2-minute multimedia clip for sharing with the class and also write a 1000-word paper analyzing the experience and connecting it back to their own media use. The projects are always a hit. It gets students to connect with, figure out, and use the media tools they already have in their pockets. But most importantly, it gives them significant quality time with an elder, and that time always yields profound results.

Reading Dave Eggers on the couch with Morris the Dog.

Reading Dave Eggers on the couch with Morris the Dog.

8. Reading for myself
I’m proud that I read a baker’s dozen worth of books this year, which averages out to about one book per month. I didn’t have much time for reading during the school semesters, but I had a fruitful summer that balanced out the year. For teaching, I read two dense but excellent film studies textbooks, and for my English 1 class I also re-read Truman Capote’s “In Cold Blood” (spring) and Chuck Palahniuk’s “Fight Club” (fall). I managed to read new books by James Ardaiz, Lee Herrick, and the Masumoto Family while writing three book reviews for Fresno Life Magazine, which was a lot of fun. Beyond that, my selections were eclectic personal choices: “How Music Works” by David Byrne; “Music for Chameleons” by Truman Capote; “What is the What” by Dave Eggers; “The Trial” by Franz Kafka; “Fahrenheit 451” by Ray Bradbury; and “Orlando” by Virginia Woolf. My book list is already quite long for 2014!

Our first backyard pomegranate turns from green to red.

Our first backyard pomegranate turns from green to red.

9. Moving slowly forward on several home improvement projects
My wife and I didn’t have much extra money this year to do any major house upgrades, but we managed to make a few smaller projects into a reality. In the front yard, we started digging out what’s left of the lawn. We only got about halfway done with that, but this spring we hope to keep going. In the back yard, we planted three new trees– an apricot, a peach, and a nectarine– and we harvested our first crop from our meyer lemon, pomegranate, and tangerine trees, which are now 2-3 years old. We also dug out two new planter boxes for herbs and vegetables, to go with the two active beds we already had. Inside the house, we bought a new dishwasher, and we started working on finishing and painting the walls in the garage. It’s always hard finding the money, time, and energy for home improvement, but we were pleased with our slow and steady progress.

Tracy and her vegan and gluten-free holiday cookies.

Tracy and her vegan and gluten-free holiday cookies.

10. Eating healthier and losing weight
In 2013, my wife transformed our food life at home. In February, Tracy completed a 28-day vegan challenge through her yoga studio and then she spent the rest of the year teaching herself how to cook delicious vegan food. We eliminated all meat products and most dairy products from our kitchen, replacing them with vegetables, beans, nuts, and whole grains. I decided that I would eat vegan whenever I’m with Tracy. The exceptions: I do still eat Greek yogurt and very small amounts of high-quality cheese, and I do indulge in meat or eggs from time to time when I eat out. But overall, my health and diet have improved drastically. I won’t disclose the pounds lost. But let’s just say that I’ve lost a significant amount of weight, so much that I’ve had to start wearing smaller clothes! Most importantly, on a mostly vegan diet, I feel healthier and happier than I have in a long time. Can’t wait to continue to make more lifestyle improvements in 2014.

What were some of your 2013 highlights? Please share them with me in the comments.